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"I" the very particular word stuck on me while i was going through the autobiography of Graham Hancock. A perfect life scetch flowing like a brook in the world of mirage. The unforeseen meaning of the word "I" was in prosperity there. I also try to fly through my experianced world. In thoughts i felt myself as an orphan or destitute. I am so silly, simple, humble and cool to all. I try top be unconquer in the axis of games of the world. "To win over the hearts of all" is my ambition. The rest will be experianced by my efforts.My first and lasting earning is my my friendz. In a class, tuition, tours, games, festivals etc. I will be in such a wish to earn more n more friendZ. Since now I feel it is success. Only some of my frndZ only understand me. Its too intolerable. I am in such request to all that "Try to be understanding.I want to marry a lady who is very known to me. I expect a lady with deep love towards me and my parents, simply beatiful, loving a village life, with more respect in the way of religion, silent and simple. I will prefer one with nose ring. The God- ALLAH, the concept is full in my heart. I will speak, smile and share me to Him. Loneliness make us more close. I trust in Him by 10000%.


Resume
Name : Sherin Shaji
Date of Birth : 02-01-1987
Father's Name : Shamsudeen H
Mother's Name : Thahira Beevi
Address : Ampolichira Puthenveedu,
Payyanalloor P.O
Athikkattu Kulangara
Nooranad- 690504
Alappey
Kerala
India
Qualifications : SSLC, 10+2
Languages : Malayalam, English
Phone no. : +919446120634 (mob)
04792389990(Res)
Email : sherinshajiakk@gmail.com
sherinshajiakk@yahoo.com
Website : http://www.sherinshaji.squarespace.com/









My Dreams...
All have their own dreams and they find them in the peak. "Dream" is the large, pleasure seeking, beautiful, cheapest, very vast, drastic, amusing, enjoyable, unexpected, unbelievable journey. So all can easily dream anything. Some of them become Presidents of the Country, some turns to Film artists, some to Cricket players, some to doctors and Engineers, and some become Wealthy men... In many of the dreams money find the chief place in dreams. What it be, it is cheapest. In some cases certain silly dreams turns someone to greater destruction of their life also. But it acted as the major fact in the life of almost all famous personalities to fly in the world of famous. In that respect I am passing through the famous words of World famous scientist who was the Honorable President of India- Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam. He says "Dreams leads to thoughts, thoughts leads to work, work leads to reality..So you should dream".
Since I am also a simple man I have also larger dreams. Sometimes it finds to be very difficult to fulfill my dreams since all dreams should need larger amount of money. But I will never leave my dreams because I think my God is with me and he will help me seeing my true life and the greater respect, love and sincerity towards Him. My dream is to become a maintenance officer of Air vehicles. The dream had fixed into my mind while I was in a trip to the air port to receive some of my relatives. Their i was astonished by the white dressed personalities who were in a regular march after the arrival of the planes. Their walking style, smiling style, speaking style and behaving styles were observed with almost curiosity and was pasted into my mind. These thoughts will call me ever to become to those personalities. There after I have a greater rave to read more about the job in the planes and would ask to my elders about the core of the job. Some of them would respond clearly. But I find the solution from our nearby library. It was a joking was that I had used those libraries only for to earn this type knowledge containing books. What it might be I had earned more. After that I had concentrated my study to Mathematics and Physics.
In the course of my life i had a simple mistake while I was in the beginning of 10+2 class. There I selected Biology subject whereas to select Computer science. I had greater craze in computer study. But I selected the former due to the insisting actions of my parents and certain others. But there was not any demerit, and it was greater merit for me. But I couldn’t study Computer which will act as a building stone of my future. Really I am a man of greater acclimatization and have the power to tolerate all those difficulties. After my 10+2 I wanted to join AME or Aeronautical Eng. in anywhere of my country I had also visited certain institutions also. But the drastic thing was that the fee structure was so high which cannot be carried by a common people like us. On enquiring the banks nearby us it was said that bank loan for such and such courses is also difficult. It was a greater shock to me that education turned for only those people who are ready to spend lakhs and crores. My father tried his best to send me to study my dream course by hiring money from others. But i have just hided my dream in the deepest cave of my mind said them that I am going to a professional degree course which study is accessible easily since i was in the merit rank list of both state and county wise ranking. In this way I have to spend little and it will be grateful and thankful to my family.
However I joined such and such courses the DREAM is hided here in my soul. There will be a call in every moment to fulfill it. So i will try my best to fulfill it even paying my life...........






My friends
Friends- the concept is full and worthwhile in my mind since I am a part of true friendship. Really, a friend has that much significance in once life. The very significance become reality when one is accompanied by a true fiend. A friend should firstly understand. That is the first and foremost thing about the concept of mine on a true friend. I could find little of them in the packet of my friendship list. Out of them some of them are very sincere towards me. We will share our problems even family problems and seek advice also to both sides. My friends are seemed to be my family members. I treat them with at most sincerity and love. I could also find some other 'Friends' who are friends only by name and was against my pulses. But by my keen observation I could find them and treated in the most malicious way. Out of my best friends there is no any discrimination weather it is a boy or a girl or a destitute, rich or poor. I am honorably say that I could find my true and bad friends in the list of friends which is hard job. There is not many of the latter. When others hurt some of my friends I would give relief to them. In that respect I have to remember many of the occasions which created friends for me...
I can easily recollect those friends in my childhood. At that time I think I was very open to all and would respond to all those elders. This open nature might be the chief reason for the leading number of students in my life. But I heard some of joking news from the mouth of Grandmother that I would irritate some of them. She would explain those incidents in which I was the hero and ruined some of them.
She said that I had cut one's head. Yes I am remembering that incident vaguely. I and committed that injury by using an axe. The orphan was my sister in relation. Nowadays also when I meet her she will simply remind me the incident pointing the mark of that particular injury. Even from my LKG class I had friends of boys and girls. At that time we were in unity in playing a game and in other activities. I hadn't lost most of them till the primary classes. During STD 1st and second my friend and I would play Auto Rickshaw and would hit all those girls who were in out of class during intervals. Some of my friends would offer pencils, pen, chokes, rubber and other materials to share my slate or paper during exams. I would simply share them because it was the case of Free Gifts...
There was a quarrel with one of my friend while I was in STD 5. The very quarrel turned to a fighting and I had won over it (the news was from some of my friends and I was not aware of the factors of winning!!!). The reason is unknown even today. But after that incident we were good friends. I think that fight was really significant to generate such a friendship. At that time when we get time we would play "throwing ball". It was a risky game and at that time most of them would throw a particular boy. I don't know the reason. It any is due to the envy towards his glamour. Really he was fair. At those occasions I would plead f his sake and sometimes I would send him back to the class. Since I was the leader I had certain powers. This contact turned to a best friendship between us. But now a day he in such and such local work field residing his job of study.
After the STD 9, I was really in search of true friends and could earn some of them. Out of them some were in my class and some in other classes. There was equal number of girl friends also. Since those girls were not so rich they were in my circle. I would advise them how to behave, how to win over the game of life and so many things... In those days we friends were in such and such happy mood and were ready to do anything. The helping mentality of one of my friend attracted me very much. Really after those school days I am also in such a greater mentality to help others. The quality was really from the part of my friend. Now a day in my home my father and mother are against mine in some factors that I am helping otherwise without considering my own path. They claim that I have to help others only after completing my things.
After my 10th standard, *I was really entered into somewhat real life. There was a flow of friendship during those days. I was very social to all those others who are known or unknown. In our class there was greater unity among all. So in all those mistakes all will be in hand to hand. When our teacher would ask to submit some of works, we will submit it delayed saying unity that that was the day of submits. In those days there was greater sad in every those holy days since we would miss our sweet friends. The description of our class room will take a time of months to complete since it was the time of greater enjoyment. There would be missed calls to my mobile in every of those free days and during every night. I would also give back them responding to them. But during the time of exams the number of missed calls had increased a lot. But after those particular exams there was little from my friends who are ever best to me. The 'others' were really disturbing me on my study. At that time I couldn't find those all. But after the exams I could. However I love all of those friends. One day or other the very meet between us will become worth since the very isolation lead the sincere feel to peak...






My Family
All men are in a family which is a common family "The Man". They are the most intelligent animal in the world. The very civilization like Harappa, Mesopotamia, Egyptian etc. helped to turn the wandering persons to live in a particular place and to live protecting their farmlands and to earn their own food from nature. When they stay on that particular place the concept of Family was gone into account. Really in those farmlands every man wanted every other person for their help and those help turn to live them together. "Every male has attraction towards female"- the concept is very popular in every those religious works. The very particular fact turned to live those male and female together and it turns to the creation of Families. Thus the number of families going up and help the creation of society.... In every those revolutions of industry, civilizations the Family become the basic unit.
My family is really a middle classed. It doesn't turn to modern. Since we are in a village the family relations are very much strong and really it is a greater weapon to those villagers. In every of those problems there will be large number of persons to tolerate, to help and to solve them. In every of celebrations there will be a greater enjoyment and greater mental satisfaction. In family there are five persons including me. My father, mother, brother, sister and I live in harmony and leading simple life. The greater responsibility of my father and mother showing in every of our facts even it is so simple. They will advise us indicating their poor life and the way of difficulties to win over the game of life and how they reached in this position of middle classed from that poverty. I find them selfish in love towards us. Since I was the elder they were ready to sacrifice anything for my study. Yes, I would fail in many of occasions before the sincere love of them. Really I was not punished by them. In that respect I remember one of those things.
I remember it with greater smile in my lip. At that time I was in STD 4. The building process of my home was in progress in a place which is at a distance of half kilometers from those family houses where we were living. It was morning and my father was getting ready to go to the work in the new place. Then there was no bucket there to take water there. It was taken by mu mother to the nearby river. Then I was asked to bring the bucket. Then I went there and on seeing the water I jumped into the river and was playing there. The water and the river made me to forget my arrival. It took a long to retrieve to the land and after that long time I brought he bucket. Waiting me my father couldn't go to the working place. He was in greater angry and the angry was leading like a fire. When he saw me he took a stick there and beaten me thrice... I went inside my house crying. I was crying there for few minutes. Then my father entered the room and I was frightened weather he will beat once more...But he came there taking a bam and he simply placed his hand over my leg where he had beaten me firstly. Then he assuaged me telling about my wrong part of late. He waited there till I had a smile on my lip. It was the first and only punishment that I taken from my parent.
My mother was a lady of greater tolerance and was ready to help others. Really our family relative would also feel envy towards the love between my mother and I. I can remember even now also that even get a small sweet from anyone I would bring it to my home and would share it with my mother. When I hear a hurting word from anyone of my relative towards my mother, I would respond greatly against them. Now also I love her very much. My grandmother was now also a middle aged woman working with greater powers not even seeing a doctor. She would carry me to the nursery school and primary school and would ready to buy anything I ask from the nearby store. The love of my Grandfather is also endless. He considers me a small and small fellow even I was in my 18. In my family my sister and brother have greater importance. Really, the moments with them us very interesting. However we would fight in certain occasions. The very detachment proves the very attachment of them...




My God...
This section is very dangerous to use since it is about my God. Dangerous...? What...? Yes it is the part of that biggest force which created me and the whole structure and functions of the whole world. The concept of God is not my own. It is based on our living Book- The Great Quran. But my God is in my soul as a great personality. Really, I say I could find Him many and many occasions. To record those whole things I have to use a Super Computer which has a storage capacity of infinite GB. In many occasions I would fail before His Greater Love. But I couldn’t return the love- even one in "Infinity raised to Infinity". I can’t fully mention all those particular matters in which I found the God. I have a greater advice to those all that to find the God even a time. Then they will find more and more times....






My Dear

I have to say a lot of about my dream girl. Really I don't want a beautiful girl. But she should be beautiful in her mind and nature. She should be a store house of love. She should have greater care in my dear parents and my children. She shouldn't be a lady of 'busy'. She should be a lady of village nature and not should be more modern but simply modern. She should be a lady of understanding, divinity, helpful and simple minded. About all she should be greater refugee of our greatGod Allah. She should live acccording to the religion rules. She should have stonger belief also.

She sould love me greater more than any man in this world. I will also love her 10000000crores more than her love. She can enjoy a beautiful life with me ever till my death. Till my last breath I will be with her in all in every time. She can easily lead a paradise life with me. I will love her more than muy children.Really I am awaiting ma dearest wife.......a pakka Islamic woman.....




My quatations




Excess sincerity leads to excess destruction of man's mind.



Silly words can kill a man with states.




"New" is a relative word change with time.





Much sympathy causes much hateness.





Silent words can control violent people.





The very isolation leads the intense love to intense peak.






Remember God not only in sadness but also in happiness.






The very 'will' to do adventures bear fruits according to the intensity




Words are the powerful weapons for cheating as well as cheating.






See front and back even in high excited state.






The very cheapest, very vast, drastic, amusing, enjoyable, unexpected, unbelievable journey is the "Dream".






World is full of explanations- With a priest, with a thief.






Think always positive and thank God even in bed about to die.






Even time follow us if our mind is fast.






If we have that confidence near is the destination without striding steps.
Keeping 'mum' can hum a dim and a lady.

7 comments:

Ebin(saddam) said...

daaaaaaaaaa i like it..........................................


Reallly .........

Ebin(saddam) said...

daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my friendssssssssss super

മുകുന്ദന്‍ ( ഒരു പാവം നൂറനാട് കാരന്‍ പയ്യന്‍ ) said...

nee enne marannu alle?


but i really like your mind....

I,ME,MYSELF said...

entammachiye.........neee igane poyal phylosophyil archmedisineayum kadathivettum............
any way i love u da u r one of my best friend.........

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